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Sometimes I'm forced to step back form myself and re-evaluate the relationships that I have chosen to make precedent in my life. Every time I do, I question myself, my motives and what it is that I expect from the people closest to me. Every time I question myself, I find myself with fewer answers than I did before, and more confusion that I need right now.

Its strange to question where you stand with someone. Am I the best friend or the nagging girl? How can you say one thing but treat me like the other, or treat me like nothing at all until you need me for something? More importantly, why do I let myself be the Grace to his Will when at times it just feels like I'm the Jack and everyone just tolerates me for the time being. Or am I the Karen, "living" as she does because she doesn't know what she'd do if she stopped being what everyone expected her to be?

I could really use for it to be 2009.

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